Broken Arms

My own screaming sickens me
Lifeless jealousy everyday

I want to see
All your rewards falling apart

Falling and bleeding away
Drained my pride and respect down my throat

Walking into the embrace
Smashing glass and torture scars

All the love following broken arms
I want all your rewards to fall apart
I push my face through envy
Down through the sick green water

C[to]D

Another glass in my hand and the red liquid spills
Put the pill in my mouth and just give me a kiss
As we walk to the water through the back of your house
Down the back of your spine, suck the blood from my lips
Catch the shine in your eyes and the heat of your breath
And the cut of your hair and the sting of the truth
Rolling over and over just being so happy
Smiling and laughing on my way to the ground

Fall

And I pick my self up, wipe the blood from my wounds
Walk around in circles trying to think a little clearer
But head is too heavy and the lights are too bright
And music's too loud and all these people are scum
Oh you're talking too much, shouting too much
Oh you're crying too much and laughing too much
Oh you're singing too much and screaming too much
And if your don't stop now I'm really going to drown

When you kiss me and the windows fall
When you kiss me and the doors break down
Just dance, who cares about anything

Clearing the water from my lungs I take your hand and follow your lead
When I close my eyes I stumble and trip
Though don't you think it's better than watching the train wreck
When you kiss me and the windows fall
When you kiss me and the doors break down

Dreams Through Fire

You might sleep
On those nights where you're body is free
But you will never dream
When the pain is all you feel

You might sleep
When the drugs start to take effect
But you will never dream
Like we did before

When they break you
When they take you
Now the hunters have found their catch
When they choose you
When they use you
It will never be alright

Take my hand
We will run together
Take my hand
We will always be together

You might sleep
My darling when they stick the needle in
But you will never dream
Without me by your side
You might sleep
After they put it in your drink
But you will never dream
Like we did before

When they break you
When they take you
Now the hunters have found their catch
When they choose you
When they use you
And nothing will feel alright

le Blue et la Pluie

I saw your face across the bay
As the waves crashed over your eyes
As the rain kept beating down

I saw you crying out in fear
As the wave swam down your throat
Drowning in a sea of doubt

And when you held out your hand
Black my eyes turned away
And when you held out your hand
I turned towards the ground
And when you were shouting out my name
Black my eyes turned away
And when you were shouting out my name
I let you drown

You saw my face upon the shore
As you cried for the joy gone
As the rain kept beating down

You saw my face looking down
As the rain filled up your eyes
I washed away

And when you held out your hand
Black my eyes turned away
And when you were shouting out my name
I let you drown
And when the sea took you down
You screamed into the water
And that was your final scream
"Don't let me die"
And with your last breath
You looked up at the ----
And that was your final sight
As you drowned

Nightmare

There is a man outside my door
When he took my friends he burnt off their mouth
Now I feel sick and dirty and lost
My arms have never moved
And everything sinks back under my skin

In the dark all the screams have stories
And they all end here

Nightmare

This blood soaked vulgar nightmare
The heart throbbing in the morning sun
My tears and screams have stopped
The heart crushed through the cold machine

I have become
So sick and large
Now I cannot stand
By myself
I still hear fresh screams everyday
With youth comes hope
Now I just wait
Until I'm wrapped in plastic

Sinking ~Falling~

A tear falls
As I look up
To the world I once knew
Inside your eyes
I am beat
I am broken
My feet slip on your stairs
That once held my weight so strong

I am the fool
I am the worst
I can't hear as you scream my name

I am sinking
I am falling

I am sinking and falling again

As I stare up into the sky
My skin sticks to the concrete
And we pray to the sun
"Oh, don't come out"
Please let me hide my sins tonight

Still tasting my shame from the night before
And everyone I know just looks away
But then your eyes
Come close to mine
Just for a moment
Just for a moment